Thursday, July 2, 2009

Weee Missss You!!!!




Hey Kara,

I'm at work right now. I can't concentrate because I'm thinking of you because it was just last month when you passed...My calendar still says June 2nd on my desk. I don't want to move on. I wish I could just start June 2nd all over again. I come in to work thinking that it's the morning of June 2nd and wait til I get off and hope to hear your voice when I call you to see if you want a drink! I have your picture on my desk and I look at it all the time. Oh Kara...

It's really nice that all the relationships I have with people have gotten way stronger but that still doesn't fill the void in my heart. It's nice to spend time with the girls, but I just can't believe what we're planning prayers and events of your passing. Never in a million years did I ever think that this would happen. Nobody did. God works in VERY mysterious ways. I just can't believe it. I don't want to believe it.

My co-workers are playing rave music right now. I hate it. But I could just picture you dancing crazy cause only you can make raving look cool.

I'm going camping with my family. Wish you could join us! My family misses you too! Hopefully you'll come visit us at the campsite. It's in Pacific Beach. Maybe we can go clubbing afterwards? Every shot is for you girl!

Love love love love love.

No comments:

Post a Comment